Goodbye

I think I'll need to be the one to say good bye..


 Song- "Say Goodbye"- Black Lab

How am I supposed to feel?
You strike at my achilles heel
with everything that’s wrong I can’t make right.
If I wait another hundred years
the whispers set against the tears
I’m never gonna be that shining knight.
I find it hard to be down in this hole now
I find myself walking down a hard road.

If I can’t say it – if I can’t say goodbye.
If I can’t say it – if I can’t say goodbye
I know you never will.

Now I’m waiting for that setting sun
to burn me down the day I’m done
and spread my ashes out along the beach.
But I find these days are pretty long
this war with you goes on and on
and I love you as I’m lying through my teeth.
I find it hard to be up on this wall now
I find myself trying to make a hard call.

If I can’t say it – if I can’t say goodbye.
If I can’t say it – if I can’t say goodbye
I know you never will
and twenty years of hell will rain down upon us
like frogs upon the pharaohs.

I have to say goodbye.
I have to say goodbye goodbye.
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Yeah, I need to say goodbye before things get worse... in due time, in due time. Till then I pray for the best.