Most recently, he didn't speak to me for 10 days and I thought "Oh no, what happened? Did I do something?" So I asked him, mentioned I couldn't help but think he was "moving on" and not telling me. Not only did he feel bad and clearly communicated what was going on (involving his kids, so he's responsible), but he made immediate change. He has texted me every morning and thru out the day since! 4 days later, I don't think he's stopping.
I'm impressed because I've never met a guy who not only hears me, but actually makes a change. After he explained everything, I completely understood and assumed I wouldn't hear from him much thru the summer. I figured I'd have to be patient, and it would be ok. Then he messages me. Hasn't missed a day. And the whole day. I think it's adorable and I am so impressed by him!
He constantly is doing things to impress me and he is a good dad, that is impressive enough, lol. I love talking with him. I love how he communicates, how open and inquisitive he is. He can actually hold a conversation and knows what he is talking about. Oh oh, AND he knows how to cook. Swoon!
Sigh. But just like myself, I'm a worrier. About what I might be missing. Astrologically, we are a bad match in almost every way. But reality is trumping astrology right now. He seems like such a good match! I really like him, A LOT! So much. But this journey of "the one" has been so long and hard, so much heart ache and break. It makes it hard to believe, hard to wanna get up in case I'm just gonna crash hard again. Sigh oh sigh oh sigh. Sigh.
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